This was a new feeling for me, and I must admit that it was a bit scary. I was bothered by something that normally wouldn’t irk me the way that it did today. My heart felt heavy and not a word could be drawn. I think it was my unconscious desire for this new puzzle piece to fit in my life. To fit into my lifestyle, aspirations, friends, career goal, future, my family… I knew I fell for you, just didn’t realize how deep until the smallest thing hit me where it hurt the most.